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Posted 10 months agoI've heard people say that no matter how many time lapses I post to prove that I didn't do any tracing, 'the draft is already drawn, it's not proof that I didn't do any tracing', but I'm getting tired of dealing with them.
As long as I'm getting money, I can't cut corners and use a pencil first and draw idea sketches in my sketchbook. As long as there is even one person who believes in me and supports me, I will continue to fight, even while facing the sins I have committed.
Depending on how you look at this journal, it may seem unreflective.
I have no more grudges against the person who verified the trace, On the contrary, it was energizing.
It's no use getting irritated with someone you've never met or talked to.
Social media is a place where you can't see people's faces and you don't know what they are thinking behind the scenes.
I will not be discussing tracing with in the future.
As long as I'm getting money, I can't cut corners and use a pencil first and draw idea sketches in my sketchbook. As long as there is even one person who believes in me and supports me, I will continue to fight, even while facing the sins I have committed.
Depending on how you look at this journal, it may seem unreflective.
I have no more grudges against the person who verified the trace, On the contrary, it was energizing.
It's no use getting irritated with someone you've never met or talked to.
Social media is a place where you can't see people's faces and you don't know what they are thinking behind the scenes.
I will not be discussing tracing with in the future.
【Report】
Posted 10 months agoHello, everyone.
A month has passed since I was in the middle of that tracing fiasco. I know I am being thick, but please bear with me for a moment.
I have had a passion for painting since I was a child. I still find joy in painting, and I am more than happy when people enjoy my work.
However, some people were offended that I had repeatedly committed the sacrilege of tracing, and over the past month, painting has at times turned into a painful experience.
I was sure that I would receive a flood of criticism from my fan for doing something that could not be called the worst thing a creator can do, and I was prepared to fall into a state of irreversibility where no one would stand by me and I would be unable to do any more creative work for the rest of my life. I was so anxious that everyone would leave me in my sleep.
Some of them are also saying, 'Father thinks he can make a nice picture without tracing! 'No one is good at it from the beginning! Tracing is necessary to improve! He gave me words of encouragement such as, "You don't need to trace,I would like to thank once again all of you for your support, despite the fact that I was invited by a certain person who always looks at my work to participate as a guest at Fanzine before, which caused a great deal of trouble for unrelated participants in the midst of working on a manuscript.
I was disappointed to see my followers and favorite artists who had been looking at my work perceive me as a "malicious artist who traces" and leave me, and I sometimes felt suffocated when I saw them on other platforms or in user searches.
I wonder if that person who still remains with us is still around... and I like them, but I'm afraid to search for users because I'm afraid that they have unfollowed me or, worse, blocked me.
I blamed myself so much for having gained fame in tracing for more than seven years that it crossed my mind to atone for it by stabbing myself to death with a knife and exposing my internal organs, or by burning myself to death.
In the end, I thought that, in death, I would have escaped from the guilt of what I had done.
Fans have voiced their concerns that I would delete my FA and X (Twitter) accounts, or that I would stop painting.
Don't worry, I'll be here long after X and FA itself are out of service.
If you delete your account, it means you are running away from your sins. If I stop painting I will no longer be here in this world. I will live as a Furry artist for the rest of my life and I have a dream that I definitely want to achieve through it.
Despite the worst thing I have done as a creator, as long as I have even one fan who is cheering and supporting me, I will not fail them.
Even after I apologized, I heard comments such as, "You can say whatever you want if all you do is talk," and "You're just going to wait and see, erase the apology and the work that was pointed out, and trace it again, aren't you?
I was strongly determined to continue drawing pictures even if I had to bleed, and to take action by continuing to post new works as soon as possible.
To all the artist who saw this jornal, please do not ever go off the path like I did.
Thank you for reading to the end.
A month has passed since I was in the middle of that tracing fiasco. I know I am being thick, but please bear with me for a moment.
I have had a passion for painting since I was a child. I still find joy in painting, and I am more than happy when people enjoy my work.
However, some people were offended that I had repeatedly committed the sacrilege of tracing, and over the past month, painting has at times turned into a painful experience.
I was sure that I would receive a flood of criticism from my fan for doing something that could not be called the worst thing a creator can do, and I was prepared to fall into a state of irreversibility where no one would stand by me and I would be unable to do any more creative work for the rest of my life. I was so anxious that everyone would leave me in my sleep.
Some of them are also saying, 'Father thinks he can make a nice picture without tracing! 'No one is good at it from the beginning! Tracing is necessary to improve! He gave me words of encouragement such as, "You don't need to trace,I would like to thank once again all of you for your support, despite the fact that I was invited by a certain person who always looks at my work to participate as a guest at Fanzine before, which caused a great deal of trouble for unrelated participants in the midst of working on a manuscript.
I was disappointed to see my followers and favorite artists who had been looking at my work perceive me as a "malicious artist who traces" and leave me, and I sometimes felt suffocated when I saw them on other platforms or in user searches.
I wonder if that person who still remains with us is still around... and I like them, but I'm afraid to search for users because I'm afraid that they have unfollowed me or, worse, blocked me.
I blamed myself so much for having gained fame in tracing for more than seven years that it crossed my mind to atone for it by stabbing myself to death with a knife and exposing my internal organs, or by burning myself to death.
In the end, I thought that, in death, I would have escaped from the guilt of what I had done.
Fans have voiced their concerns that I would delete my FA and X (Twitter) accounts, or that I would stop painting.
Don't worry, I'll be here long after X and FA itself are out of service.
If you delete your account, it means you are running away from your sins. If I stop painting I will no longer be here in this world. I will live as a Furry artist for the rest of my life and I have a dream that I definitely want to achieve through it.
Despite the worst thing I have done as a creator, as long as I have even one fan who is cheering and supporting me, I will not fail them.
Even after I apologized, I heard comments such as, "You can say whatever you want if all you do is talk," and "You're just going to wait and see, erase the apology and the work that was pointed out, and trace it again, aren't you?
I was strongly determined to continue drawing pictures even if I had to bleed, and to take action by continuing to post new works as soon as possible.
To all the artist who saw this jornal, please do not ever go off the path like I did.
Thank you for reading to the end.
【Information】
Posted 11 months agoWe have once again included an apology.
We hope you will read it.
We apologize for any inconvenience caused.
https://x.com/senakun0530/status/17.....340679733?s=46
We hope you will read it.
We apologize for any inconvenience caused.
https://x.com/senakun0530/status/17.....340679733?s=46
Happy New Year 2024!🐉
Posted a year agoHappy New Year everyone!
How is everyone doing over the holidays?
As usual, I am still Painting all the time, even during the holidays.😅
My goal this year is to increase the art of muscle alone and
To reach 10000 followers on Twitter, although this is a high hurdle!
How is everyone doing over the holidays?
As usual, I am still Painting all the time, even during the holidays.😅
My goal this year is to increase the art of muscle alone and
To reach 10000 followers on Twitter, although this is a high hurdle!
Thanks so much for 1K Favs!!
Posted a year agoI look forward to continuing to work with you at Fur Affinity!